Wednesday, June 27, 2018

Not As Though

“Not as though I had already attained, either were already perfect: but I follow after, if that I may apprehend that for which also I am apprehended of Christ Jesus.” Philippians‬ ‭3:12‬ ‭KJV‬‬

I have nothing to boast in, but I can boast in My Lord and Savior! 

What an amazing God we serve! (My vocabulary is so insufficient!)

“Am I a God at hand, saith the Lord, and not a God afar off? Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him? saith the Lord. Do not I fill heaven and earth? saith the Lord.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭23:23-24‬ ‭KJV‬‬

I woke up this morning to the gentle and loving chastisement of my Father through His Holy Spirit, showing me where I had blown it this week! Oh and do I see my sin!  His correction giving instant replay of my thoughts and connecting the dots to how I got to that moment! Yes, I feel conviction and remorse for the sin He's called me on; if it had been on a IMAX screen it couldn't have been more in my face, but (and that is a BIG BUT) what I feel most is love!  So unworthy, yet He loves me enough to take time out of His busy schedule to illuminate my shortcomings; His grace and mercy all over me! Oh His love abounds!

This is it!

“Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will joy in the God of my salvation.”
‭‭Habakkuk‬ ‭3:18‬ ‭KJV‬

I "joy"

“As the Father hath loved me, so have I loved you: continue ye in my love. If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. These things have I spoken unto you, that my joy might remain in you, and that your joy might be full.” John‬ ‭15:9-11‬ ‭KJV‬‬

My joy is full!

Did I keep His Commandment? No, I missed it big time! I didn't love! I judged! But my heart's desire is to keep them! I confessed my sin (to a friend I trust) and repented, out of obedience to His Word.(James 5:16) 

“But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.” Hebrews‬ ‭11:6‬ ‭KJV‬‬

“Glory ye in his holy name: let the heart of them rejoice that seek the Lord.” Psalms‬ ‭105:3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

I have been rewarded! 
My heart rejoices!
What a gift! I am so aware - 
He loves me so much!

This is why I preach repentance! Mercy!
Love!
Grace!         Tangible, not abstract!

With tears and a full heart I thank You my LORD! 

Even so - MARANATHA! 
From 9/24/16

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