Friday, September 9, 2016

Not That I

“Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.”  Philippians‬ ‭3:12‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

I have nothing to boast in, but I can boast in My Lord and Savior! 

What an amazing God we serve! (My vocabulary is so insufficient!)

““Am I a God near at hand,” says the LORD, “And not a God afar off? Can anyone hide himself in secret places, So I shall not see him?” says the LORD; “Do I not fill heaven and earth?” says the LORD.”
‭‭Jeremiah‬ ‭23:23-24‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

I woke up this morning to the gentle and loving chastisement of my Father through His Holy Spirit, showing me where I had blown it this week! Oh and do I see my sin!  His correction giving instant replay of my thoughts and connecting the dots to how I got to that moment! Yes, I feel conviction and remorse for the sin He's called me on, for if it had been on a IMAX screen it couldn't have been more in my face, but (and that is a BIG BUT) what I feel most is love!  So unworthy, yet He loves me enough to take time out of His busy schedule to illuminate my shortcomings; His grace and mercy all over me! Oh His love abounds!

This is it!

“Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.”
‭‭Habakkuk‬ ‭3:18‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

I "joy"!

““As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love. “These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full.” John‬ ‭15:9-11 NKJV

My joy is full!

Did I keep His Commandment? No, I missed it big time! I didn't love! I judged! But my heart's desire is to keep them! I confessed my sin (to a friend I trust) and repented, out of obedience to His Word.(James 5:16

“But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.” Hebrews‬ ‭11:6‬ ‭NKJV‬‬ 

“Glory in His holy name; Let the hearts of those rejoice who seek the LORD!” Psalms‬ ‭105:3‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

I have been rewarded! 
What a gift! I am so aware - 
He loves me so much!

This is why I preach repentance! Mercy!
Love!
Grace!         Tangible, not abstract!

With tears and a full heart I thank You my LORD! 

Even so - MARANATHA! 

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