Yesterday, I began a search on idols and read the above Psalm. God spoke to my heart, and I was painfully aware that, I did not have clean hands, nor a pure heart. I'm so much better than I was, but I have so much further to go!
What I do have is a willing heart! When God changed it, I prayed that He would "refine me" and He has not stopped.
My desire is to be part of this generation that seeks His face! I do desire clean hands; I do desire a pure heart, so I walk in repentance and I read His Word daily, letting it wash me. I seek Him! I cast down everything that would exalt itself above Him! I humble myself, willingly so He does not have to humble me. My old man has to die; crucified daily!
And when I hear the enemy tell me, "you're okay", I run to the cross! Because that is a lie! I'm not "okay", for I can do nothing on my own! That is pride speaking, and I have nothing to boast in!
I refuse to entertain vain imaginations! I keep my thoughts on Him! I give Him full rule and reign in my heart; He is on my throne! He is my King!
And then, when I fail Him miserably, as I do everyday, I get back on my knees! I humble myself; confess my sins; seek His forgiveness and resolve to walk in repentance, another day!
I fail Him, but He never fails me!
Even so - MARANATHA!
From 5/28/14
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